07 June 2010

Self Acknowledgement - Part 2

This will be just a short blog because the second did not link into the web site, face book as it was meant to so this is just at attempt to see if this will work. 

Just a thought about why it would be worth acknowledging yourself.    The other day I realised that I was pushing away a person that I really liked, respected and had fun with just because she was not meeting my need of telling me that I was good enough.  
I had not appreciated my feelings of how much this affected me and I felt hurt and let down by the person, who poor thing was totally oblivious to this of course.  Because I did not want to hurt her and tell her how I was feeling because I felt foolish so I just started avoiding her, which is silly because I really enjoy her company.

So I went on to think about what was occurring for me and what had changed.  I came up with the insight as mentioned above and now I see that.  I genuinely have given myself compassion, am extremely grateful for the learning and can now practice acknowledging myself so that I dont push away people that I care about.  

This gives me great motivation to get my stuff together, with absolute compassion and know that I have so many teachers/mirrors out there, that if I dont get it this time I will the next. 

Ta  Da! List :
  • I will credit myself for allowing myself to see this
  • I will congratulate myself on not beating myself up
  • I iwll acknowledge that I am absolutely good enough and getting better at doing this
I Get To :
  • I will celebrate by contacting this person and arranging time together
 Ok this will do for me now.  I hope it is useful to someone else. 



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